artistic anguish


Painting, interrupted 4

and for the 5th time i rejected my Tree of Life project. the reason: not being able to achieve the desired transparency. i am not feeling secure with acrylics. i am picky, perfectionist. i cannot lift the damn paint off the board. i have to cover it every time I make a mistake, because it dries so fast. after 3 or 4 layers, you have a thick thing that cannot be redone. it creates disharmony with the rest of the painting that came out fine. and there you go try […]


a new hope 1

have not heard from the cafe people in a while, so I’m assuming that the show is not going to happen – or it’s not going to happen so soon. to tell he truth I am a little alleviated since I’m in a middle of an artistic crisis and feeling nauseous every time I look to one of my pieces. pieces I loved so much and had so much pleasure doing. I don’t know what happens to me from times to times, really. my husband says that I am too […]